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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Sunday, August 20, 2006 11:13 PM
felt so happy yesterday when i met shuyi, amanda, kaijun and anni for the steamboat. haah. tell your, i didnt pay for it larx. lols. but i eat all their leftovers? haha. then they can't finish, so we played games and the loser will eat mouthful of meat. hah. dey all so full larx. den the three of us, shuyi amanda and me went to play bowling. haha. i lost of cuz. i got so many ZEROS. lols. but i got one STRIKE! haa.

after so many days, i still could not sense the Presence of God, is my heart really that cold towards Him? perhaps, cuz my heart is very sensitive towards the relationships in the world. how then can i be able to be sensitive to Him? who can teach me how to get close to Him?i desire for more of You. i'm reaching to Your heart.

there's once a small girl who had a precious plastic necklace. she wears it everyday no matter where she go. one day, her dad asked her if she loved him. and the girl answered, yes i do. and the father requested for the plastic necklace to be given to him. but the girl said, i can give you everything in my room, except this necklace. the father kissed her on the forehead and say "goodnight". he asked his daughter the same ting every night after saying a story to her. and one day, the girl finally decided to give it up. and guess what, the father gave her a box. and in it, there's another beautiful necklace, made of pearls. there are somethings, we need to let go, so that something better will come by. God is a giver, not a taker. let's just put our faith in Him, that He may bless us.

i yearned for more of You. i yearned for my spirit to revive. but all i need to do now, is to let go of the past. and trust in Him that He will provide something that is what i desired the most.